Comments on: ho, ho, ho

By: dirtygirl

dirtygirl — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 22:56:13 +0000

@crystal, It's amazing how we can manage not to think about the things we do. Sometimes I find, I had to give myself some distance before I could think about my own life.

By: dirtygirl

dirtygirl — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 22:55:19 +0000

@Laura Agustín, Oh, not for one second was I saying I wasn’t working, don’t misunderstand. I simply had a way of rationalizing it. In retrospect, it’s odd I even felt the need to. I had been so intent on working for the pimp JJ that I took my name from that it strikes even me odd that called it something other than what it was.

I remember wanting to go “straight” at one point and buying all these conservative clothes. Standing looking at myself in the mirror at work one day, my best friend looked at me, laughed and said “You still look like a whore, ya know. You just look like a whore in someone else’s clothes.” Last time I wore that outfit.

By: Laura Agustín

Laura Agustín — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 20:54:39 +0000

Ahem. I often refer to ‘opportunistic’ sex work. Not professional, not well managed, conscious but not looking, just waiting for the appropriate situations to present themselves.

By: crystal

crystal — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 18:52:08 +0000

get out of my head right now.

what a great post.

i felt, felt, felt each line, each sentiment.

especially:

But,
I never thought about it
at all.
Not even
once